So today is the day I have been dreading for a while now.  My wife left for her trip to Orlando.  We have gone at this time of year for a long time because it’s the food and wine festival in Epcot.  I don’t even mind attending this festival while being in recovery.  I have no desire to drink, but the food and atmosphere is a lot of fun.  This year however my foot is causing me all sorts of problems.  It is still not healed and I am therefore forced to miss out.  I am really struggling with this issue, we have a DVC membership and I love when we get to use this for our stays in WDW.  I had been looking forward to some down time and being away from work and home for a bit of a break.  Also it’s really nice to visit with our friends down there.  Mare has a friend from Scotland flying in to spend the week with her.  She has been really excited and looking forward to this.  I have a hard time explaining what is bothering me but it seems like she was more excited to go down there with her friend that with me.  I feel like she wasn’t upset at all that I wasn’t going.  I have expressed this to her and she told me that she feels guilty about it but I don’t know if that’s because I am upset, or because she would rather I was going.  I have a very packed schedule while she is away so I am not worried about getting to caught up in my own head.  I have the general assembly coming up in Kitchener and I am looking forward to that.  But I would much rather be sitting by the pool with a nice cold diet coke…..

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