Lately I feel like I have been focusing on everyone but myself. What is worrisome about that is it’s a form of relapse for me. That’s my old care taking and co-dependent behavior. I’ve met a few new comers to the program and have an acquaintance from another group that are really struggling and I have been mentally focused on what they are doing rather than what I am doing. I suppose that the miracle is that I have been able to recognize this in myself and am able to try to move past it. I have no control over what these people do, if they want to go out again I can only be welcoming when they come back and not pass judgement. I have a hard time letting go and allowing other people to grow on their own. Baby steps I suppose…
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