I’m exhausted. Work has been kicking my butt lately. I’m on call and there is a ton of mandatory overtime that comes with that roll. I don’t mind it really, it’s just very tiring. I feel like recovery has been on the back burner these last few weeks. I am still going to a couple of meetings and I’m trying to do my prayers and reading, but it’s no where near where I used to be. I know that the obsession has been lifted and I know that I am in a good place, but I have to stay diligent. I cannot rely on yesterday’s recovery I have to keep working at this. Complacency is not healthy for me. I suppose that even realizing this is a step in the right direction. I doubt that I would have realized this prior even last year. It’s only through the constant work in my recovery that I learning this stuff about myself. I know for a fact that I would have hid out in the basement after some of the days I’ve had this week. Small steps, always forward and in a positive direction…..I’ll take that.