just another day

Today has been so very painfully average.  I guess that is a good thing.  I mean, I didn’t wake up in a fog, I didn’t wake up angry, I didn’t wake up trying to remember if I went to bed at a decent hour.  I actually got sleep last night and I’ve felt pretty good all day.  But this in itself is really the miracle.  I did not have the obsession to drink today.  I didn’t spend the whole day on the couch drunk trying to forget how much I didn’t want to be on the couch drunk.  I have to learn to appreciate those days, because that is truly how most of life is I think.  Not every day is going to be amazing or terrible.  Most days are going to be just regular days.

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