Just wondering when things around here started to change.  When did Mare and I stop communicating?  When did the wedge of animosity get driven in between us?  It seems like we live two separate lives and we sort of spend a few minutes playing catch-up at the end of the day.  Not even because we care all that much, just out of some form of marital obligation maybe?  It feels so weird to sit at a table and ask how her day was and then to get a “it was OK” type of statement from her.  It’s similar to sitting with a teenager and asking them how school was today.  She doesn’t really want to share, just has to be polite I suppose.  I don’t know how much longer this can carry on.  When am I going to lose it and figure out how to make my self feel better.

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