So we went to see a counselor this week. The idea behind this was to try to help our marriage. Our relationship is not good. Not that we get into fights, but we don’t ever talk and we have absolutely no intimacy. Which is a problem for both of us. Mare tends to get upset about things and then bottles stuff up until she gets so upset and resentful that we explode into a big fight. But this seems to be like once a year or so. If that….
We had a big fight about her having alcohol in the house after she got back from Niagra-On-The-Lake. this fight lead to her asking to go to counseling again. This time I am sober and honest. Last time it was not good. I was not honest about what was going on with me. This time I hope it makes a difference. The lady gave us a bunch of homework and I have to get moving on it to see if this makes a difference. Who knows, at the end of all of this if it’s not going to work out, I just want Mary Anne to be OK. If that means that we have to separate and move on, then that is just how it’s going to have to be.