at the moment I am feeling a resentment building up with this role that I was asked to take on as GSR. I have to attend this district meeting once a month and it has been getting in my way lately. I have stuff that I need to do on Sundays and today I have to drop what I am doing to go and attend this thing. This means that I wasn’t able to go on the Toronto Zoo day date with Mary Anne like she wanted too. I feel terrible that I have to do this and not spend the afternoon with her. But I know that living with this responsibility is part of the program. Someone has to be there to represent our group and I suppose there are worse things I could be doing. But today is just a little bit stingy.